when the heart skips a beat...

I've always been skilful enough in concealing my feelings and emotions from the outside world...not because I'm too fond of privacy of my personal life but because of a strange fear that my feelings may be misinterpreted. Even as I'm typing away these words, the mind seems to be pinching forth the question "Why??" But as always I follow my conscience which has flashed the green signal to go ahead...
What’s the state of your mind when the “special someone”, whose company you’ve always cherished and who’s so very close to your heart, prepares to sail across oceans?? What if I add on to your misery by saying that you won’t be able to enjoy her company and the charming, beautiful smile of hers for the next one year (or maybe more)??Does this make your heart skip a beat??
It sure does…for most of us, I presume. That’s quite a simple assumption considering the fact that given these situations, you would be missing her like you never have, with every passing moment. The mind may try to exercise its control over the heart but it is sure to fail on such occasions!!
I wish I were like the bird that stares at me through the picturesque depiction on the calendar lying on my study table…aided with wings to fly across oceans and continents to be with her. But, alas! Neither can I fly like the birds nor do my responsibilities out here allow me to spend some moments with her before she sets sail…
The song “Aadat” seems to be expressing my feelings in the most appropriate manner at this moment. But, however far you may be in terms of distances, you’ll always remain close to me…Here’s wishing you success in all your endeavours and hoping that all your dreams come true…Keep smiling always...Bon Voyage sweetie!!!

to start off...

Recently,a reporter of The Times of India had approached me to comment on the blogging culture in IIT Kharagpur...Though i wasn't a blogger till then,i did put forward my comments which incidentally got published.Realizing the fact that nowadays the net-savvy students out here prefer to read the "blog of Anne Frank rather than the diary of Anne Frank", i've finally got over my laziness to create a blog of my own...
Perhaps a nice way to get over the midsem blues...Speaking about midsems,they have brought in a welcome break from the busy schedule i was running over the last few days...although i ought to be studying vigorously at this moment to make up for the inattentiveness in the lecture classes,here i am, typing away some "silly" words intended to be the "wings of thought"!!!that's the way i am...a bit impulsive at times and allowing the mind to rule the heart at other times...the present moment is a result of the former,while the next would be an example of the latter...as the mind seems to be saying "a bit of studying would do you a world of good!!!"