when the heart skips a beat...

I've always been skilful enough in concealing my feelings and emotions from the outside world...not because I'm too fond of privacy of my personal life but because of a strange fear that my feelings may be misinterpreted. Even as I'm typing away these words, the mind seems to be pinching forth the question "Why??" But as always I follow my conscience which has flashed the green signal to go ahead...
What’s the state of your mind when the “special someone”, whose company you’ve always cherished and who’s so very close to your heart, prepares to sail across oceans?? What if I add on to your misery by saying that you won’t be able to enjoy her company and the charming, beautiful smile of hers for the next one year (or maybe more)??Does this make your heart skip a beat??
It sure does…for most of us, I presume. That’s quite a simple assumption considering the fact that given these situations, you would be missing her like you never have, with every passing moment. The mind may try to exercise its control over the heart but it is sure to fail on such occasions!!
I wish I were like the bird that stares at me through the picturesque depiction on the calendar lying on my study table…aided with wings to fly across oceans and continents to be with her. But, alas! Neither can I fly like the birds nor do my responsibilities out here allow me to spend some moments with her before she sets sail…
The song “Aadat” seems to be expressing my feelings in the most appropriate manner at this moment. But, however far you may be in terms of distances, you’ll always remain close to me…Here’s wishing you success in all your endeavours and hoping that all your dreams come true…Keep smiling always...Bon Voyage sweetie!!!